Moonlight, Fireflies, Stardust and Everything more Magical than Love

Mahilig ba Kayo sa pustahan? Yung tipong “pustahan tayo maiinlove ka sa akin”. O di kaya ng pustahang ganito, “Maghuhubad ako kung mkaka-1 ka sa math.” Dba exciting ang buhay kapag may mga kalokohang ganito? Nakakatuwa Diba. Pero kakaiba ang pustahan ko ngayon? Sa maniwala kayo o hindi nakipagpustahan ako sa sarili ko. Naks!
 
Sa di pa nakakaalam ako ay may mala-superman na katangian( sa teorya ni Carl Jung malakas daw ang hero archetype ko). Hobby ko na ang tumulong sa iba, sumalo sa mga taong nahuhulog, languyin ang mga nalulunod at higit sa lahat mahilig akong isalba ang ibang tao sa sarili nila mismo. Mahilig ako sa dramang, “il be your crying shoulder“, “il be here for you”, “il take your sadness away“, “papautangin kiTa” at kung anu anu pang kalokohang naiisip ko (ha ha).

Bakit nga ba ako nakipagpustahan sa sarili ko? Ha! ha! may tao kasi akong nakilala, diyan lang din sa tabi tabi. Isang mahika ang nagtagpo sa amin, wala lang gusto ko lang isipin na isang mahika kung bakit kami nagkakila (whatever yaya your such a loser ha ha!). Kakaiba kasi siya, very interesting ang personalidad kung may analogy para sa kanya, para siyang suso. (Tanung ko lang kumakain ba kayo ng suso? sa mga hindi kumakain hindi niyo maiintindihan ang sinasabi ko?). Para siyang suso,  matigas sa labas pero sa loob malambot lambot at masarap (hindi ito bastos ok!)  at kailangn mo ng matinding powers sa paghigop para lumabas ang tunay nyang ganda at sarap (hindi ulit ito bastos). Parang tulad niya, kailangn ko ng powers para lumabas ang totoong siya, yung mahina, yung natatakot, yung malambot (at lalong hindi ito bastos) in short ung TAO!!! Sa bawat araw na nagdaraan (mukhang pang pocketbook) at nakikilala ko siya, unti unti kong naisip na baka kailangn niya ng tulong (its time for superman). Kung mababasa to ng Ex ko for sure pagagalitan na naman ako, ha ha. Ok, para mas magandang pakinggan nais ko lang siyang mag-enjoy sa buhay, magtake ng risk, tumambling, tumawa, magpakabaliw gusto ko siyang sumayaw sa saliw ng buhay at gusto ko s_ _ _ (ha ha joke time, hindi ko siya gusto). Gusto ko syang maging masaya ung masayang masaya ung parang “masaya ako ngayon sobra at bukas pwede na akong mamatay“. yung tipong ganun. Ha ha. Magagawa ko kaya yun? Pero ang mas matinding tanung, “Magagawa ko kaya yun ng hindi nahuhulog sa patibong ng pag-ibig (Box-office pang pocketbook)? Mananalo kaya ako sa sarili ko? Tingin nyo?    

 

Just want to share my favorite emo poem ever…

The Saddest Poem
   
 I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

Write, for instance: “The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance.”

The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don’t have her. To feel that I’ve lost her.

To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.

What does it matter that my love couldn’t keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.

That’s all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.
My soul is lost without her.

As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her and she is not with me.

The same night that whitens the same trees.
We, we who were, we are the same no longer.

I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.
My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.

Someone else’s. She will be someone else’s. As she once
belonged to my kisses.
Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.
Love is so short and oblivion so long.

Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,
my soul is lost without her.

Although this may be the last pain she causes me,
and this may be the last poem I write for her.

Pablo Neruda

well i’m an astronaut because i have my own space now. Nah! c Yes, finally i have my own space, last weekend i moved to a new apartment. The room is so big that a 3-on-3 basketball court can fit in. Its floor are tiles which i patiently wiped with muriatic acid last saturday to bring back its natural color.
I should have attached the picture of my room here but unfortunately i don’t have a camera (i lost it 3 months ago).
 
Here are the things/appliances inside my room.

1. water dispenser with built-in refregerator donated by madriana the dubai girl
2. 4ft x 5ft typical-japanese-community-poster ( i know its japanese because the sun is red)
3. Singer 21-inch-colored t.v (donated by amanda babes the janitress)
4. table rack- courtesy by family choice dormitory, we took it in the stock room of the grocery store. ha ha i think the better word for it is we stole it ha ha).
5. jelli de belen life size poster ( it was stick in the wall of the kitchen, when evryone was sleeping i stole it so i can have a target for my archery lessons
6. mirror courtesy by unitop ( i bought it for 15p, by the way its color is pink, very girly)
7. 4-hospital-like-beddings
9. 1-balde, 1-palanggana and 1-kabo ( ha ha lisud mag english)

Job Description
Position: Part-time Fling
Working Hours: 24-hours a day
Location: Everywhere
Starting Date: October 15
Salary: Open for negotiation

Background of Employer

Age: 24 years old

Gender: unknown

Income: Confidential

Location: Under the sun

Duties and Responsibilities
1. Send SMS to the employer “good morning” and “goodnight” every day.
2. Reply to all text messages of the employer even though messages might be quite off or very mushy.
3. Submit to any sexual advances of the employer (additional pay if this happens).

4. Maintain Good working relationship with the employer.

Qualifications
1. Must be female

2. Must have an IQ level of 120 above
3. Graduate of Bachelor degree in any course
3. Experience with same sex relationship is an advantage
4. Must have a talent in singing or dancing. Talent in stripping is an advantage.

5. Proven trustworthy and loyal.

Interested applicants may send their resume to euladgreat21@yahoo.com

Is there any secret for a long lasting relationship? Is there a formula to keep a relationship last? I’ve been in and out of a relationship for years now. honestly, i can’t kept a relationship for more than three months. I don’t know what’s wrong why my relationships ended so quickly. Or Am i difficult to love? Are my efforts not enough to show that I’m sincere? Am i not good enough for them? Am i that boring? I know being nice is boring. Should i change my style and be nasty? What ever the reason maybe i will make sure that next time someone come along i won’t let her get away so easily.

But anyways, you know what? Honestly seeing people holding hands or hugging makes me really envious.ha ha! How I wish I’m in their place.

 

 

Evrytime i  see this picture i can’t help but be nostalgic about GX.

 
I miss the fun, the drama, the excitement,the  british  and filipino counterparts, the team and our PS Patrick and Abi. I love you guys….  

How popular Oilah Ganir in the Net? Well let’s see,  I enter my Name in the search bar and click the search button. In 2 secs Mr. Google answered my query. whoala! the result is very surprising, i can’t believe that there are 1 million sites that mention my name or have write ups about me. Can you believe that? Ha ha of course I am just kidding there are only 40 entries in the Web that mention my full (my exact name). Though how i wish i can be as popular as Xu Jinglie. But, anyways, its not that bad after all. 40 entries is still a lot compare to those poor people who were never mentioned in the net (ha ha , just kidding).

So here is list of sites who idolize me ( kidding), who write something about me, who put my name in their directory, or sites that think that putting my name in their post will be cool (ha ha ) Don’t be surprise, i’m a certified internet celebrity now. . .
 

1. http://twistedrumbeats.com
“Social Scientist Eula Ganir, the original founder of such disease, says that Rio disease is one of the common seasonal ailments that happen into one’s life when it encounters too much heart aches from a past relationship. That, in the end, a person will turn its head towards the “younger” ones in order to refresh the joy of being in a relationship and being in love. The said social scientist even claims to be one of those who has gone through such disease on a few number of times during her lifetime”

2.http://lurins.twistedrumbeats.com/?p=53

“The Eula Ganir Fands Club EB: Irong BUang: nah. dont get it wrong. we are not really her fans. in fact, its otherwise. just kidding. eula is really my friend, my soccer/habal-habal to kanluran grounds pal/ drinking + hiking downtown/late night escapade buddy. but my most favorite part of be”

3. http://www.poverty-action.org/aboutus/staff.php

“Eula Ganir
Survey Assisstant
Assists Survey Manager in implementing the financial diary survey for the credit scoring project”

4. http://www.namesdir.com/S_Ganir

“Common first names for surname Ganir: Eula Ganir”

5. http://dabawenyangiska.com/tag/trivia/

Sino ang pinaka-una mong nakilala sa UP?
Kuya Richmond Alfonso. tapos sa socsci si eula ganir.

6. http://www.peyups.com/posts.khtml?mode=viewtopic&topic=15475&forum=13&start=225

“eula ganir-parang michael v. na ranier ng starstruck.. hahaha“

7. http://www.peyups.com/posts.khtml?mode=viewtopic&topic=20440&forum=1&start=15

“Sino mga tumakbo sa USC (university Student council)

csm:
C: charise murillo
vc: lance concepcion, sec: patchie, treas:
bio:amath:
chss
c: eula ganir
vc:lisette narshall sec:
trea: winky baca: christine
bae:anthro: “

8. http://jowzie.blog.friendster.com/2008/06/kumakain-ka-ba-ng-payong/

“Nangunguna dito si Eula Ganir, alyas dodong. “ganir” din sa inuman. Astig. The Great. Siya Ang parating pulutan. Naging makabuluhan ang buhay sa panghihimasok ng isang babae. Bawal itong sabihin pero si

RIO talaga ang mahal niya.Oo. Si Rio. Wala ng iba. Mas kilalang Rio Disease according to Dodong Eula. Malala. Kasumpa-sumpa. Bangungot. Pag-ibig. Langit”

9.http://hk.88db.com/hk/Discussion/Discussion_reply.page/Jobs/?DiscID=13367〈=en-us

Interested applicants email your resume to Ms. Eula V. Ganir at eganir@poverty-action.org

 

10. http://www.zoominfo.com/people/level3page89573.aspx

Eula Ganir

Innovations for Poverty Action

New Haven, CT

Did you know that 25 years old is the ideal marrying age? It’s ideal for settling your own family, have some kids and a loving husband.  Opps!!! No wait! I just turned 24 years old last week, did I? So does this mean I have to call San Diego banquets to prepare my dream wedding?  But well, I just have one minor problem (take note it’s just minor) where is my groom?

Oh! Now I remember, 10 years ago I gave a promise to a friend to marry him if I reach 25 and still single.  His name is Archie, who was our class valedictorian in high school. The first time I saw him it’s like love at first sight and I know he did feel the same with me too. We grew pretty close during our high school days because there are two things we both love doing-studying and dreaming. We spent time together dreaming of our future career he as a scientist and me as a lawyer.  See? We are a perfect match. But after our graduation we got separated. 

Years passed and still no sign of Archie. So many changes happened, like I changed my career path and even change my sexual preference like he did. Yes you are right, we are both gays now. But as long as I am not yet sure if I am going to marry a woman (if it will be allowed in the Philippines in due time) I am still willing to fulfill my promise to Archie. But it depends if Archie still wants to marry me… 

Well, that’s the major problem now… 

I woke this morning around 7:30am. I did my stretching and some morning rituals before I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. Since its Thursday I have the luxury to eat breakfast and watched the morning news because I don’t have a class. I turned on the Television just in time for Umagang Kay Ganda’s Ogie Diaz segment that is showcasing the latest entertainment news today.

When I am still staying in Makati watching, Ogie Diaz’ Segment is part of my morning ritual. Just looking at his face makes me laugh. He is really funny especially every time he imitates Gus Abel Gus while delivering a showbiz report. I love his gayness and the energy every time he dances the locomotion for the opening and closing of his segment in the Morning Show. He is such a comic relief.

Believe me or not Ogie Diaz every morning is equivalent to a dosage of a “happy pill” and a “facelift” for a day. So try it! It’s for free and it’s actually my secret why people think I look like 16 years old though I’m almost decade a lot older than that.