My cousins used to call me a rabbit because I have a two big front teeth. I always have problem with my two front teeth because they are big and worst they are protruding. Ha ha. Which in most cases it affects my smile. I am ashamed to show those teeth to them because they are so big. I tried to go to the dentist before if they can do something about my two front-problematic-teeth but the doctor said the only troubleshooting she could do is attached braces.  However, I don’t want to wear braces because I thought I don’t look good with it. But years went by my teeth gets even worst. My two favorite teeth look ugly. I was wondering maybe if invisalign San Diego can still save my killer smile. How I wish I put braces before even though it doesn’t look good on me It could have at least fix my teeth. Well, its never too late maybe next year I will look for a treatment for my teeth.

With the rise of animal rights movement the popularity of vegetarianism and pesetarianism as opposed by chicketarian and porketarian (the two movements are not really politically correct) advocates of healthy living propagandist also gain their popularity.  Suddenly people become conscious about their diet, conscious of what they are eating and the toxins in their body. Suddenly people want to practice healthy living. I myself was once a part of this so called movement. I faithfully try to eat only fish, vegetables and fruit s. I thought I could actually be a certified pesetarian but pork meat and chicken meat are so enticing that I couldn’t abandon myself from enjoying them.  But as I look in the internet I was surprise that there is a coolest way of practicing healthy living without actually starving yourself from experiencing delicious food like “litson” etc. I came across this site company in the internet called EcoQuest that actually sell gadgets t for a healthier living. It’s cool because I never imagine that a gadget can actually make you healthy. So all you healthy conscious out there this is the best gadget for you.

1. “Maria, you hold 3/4 of my sky” or you are my entire sky.

2. “Hindi mo ba ako mahal kahit konti?, ako nalang magmamahal sa ating dalawa”

3. soccerfreak21: alam mo ba na if two people look at the same star at the same time that star will explode
girl: really?
Soccerfreak21: promise, gusto mo itry natin, hmmm lets look for the polaris
girl: san ba un?
soccerfreak: yang star sa dulo ng small dipper na constellation, ok kita mo na?
girl: ok kita ko, so anung gagawin ko?
soccerfreak21: tingnan lng natin, ok? sabay tayo gaze ha? 1, 2, 3
girl: ok
soccerfreak21: may nag explode bah?
girl: wla eh, hindi naman totoo un eh
soccerfreak: mali ka, may nag explode, something in me exploded while looking at polaris, like millions of energies rushing through my veins which made my heart beats faster.
girl: ha ha ha
soccerfreak21: im serious…

4. “you asked me not to fall for you, too late i already did”

5. Everytime i look at the stars, it reminds me of you, so lovely but can never be mine”

I grew up wanting to be a superhero, Did you know that i had an accident because i thought i could fly? I jumped from our rooftop then my nose landed on the edge of the table. That afternoon everybody thought i was going to die but like a superhero i survived it. But that never stop me from becoming a superhero. I just thought maybe i don’t have the power for flying like some other superhero so i tried other powers.

I continue my superhero adventure first i started saving my own family. I acted like a superhero to my mom and little sister Basang. I have to grew strong to protect my own family from the devil himself. I have a hard time defeating the devil so I learned the skill of  debating, this is my first superpower and his was actually the best power i’ve got up until now.

When I perfected the craft of being a superhero inside our house, I decided maybe its time to save the world. I started saving my classmates like teaching them to learn math and science. But sadly, my classmates don’t want a superhero but a santa clause. They look to the heavens waiting for santa for answers. I was so disgusted so i lay low of saving them.

There were quite a few in high school creatures that i have “saved”. I was selfless, i give everything i can because i know how does it feel to have nothing or nobody. However, I was confused because no matter how i tried to save and catch them they still bleeds. I just thought it could be because I’m just an amatuer superhero so there is something I missed. I just thought that i have to practice and save more people to perfect the craft of saving people.

I was addicted in saving people. I save them from from their loneliness, isolation, heartbreak and from themselves. I thought i was trying to help them, needless i know that by saving them i was actually underestimating their capacity to help themselves. Its not actually saving people from damnation but actually helping them to need me. In the end, i realized it wasn’t them who needs saving but me. Unconsciously, it became my defense mechanism to wear off my empty self by saving other people. Life can be so ironic, its like a clown who makes people laugh but in reality they are actually the one’s who needs someone to make them laugh. I’m a superhero no more, its great to be human again. Whew!

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“Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”

At first i was laughing to tears, then suddenly like a lightning truth struck me. I remember ate krishna’s word, “siya ang bida ng buhay niya, u can’t do something about it but wait for her if you really like her that much.” But the question is, do i like her that much that i can fish stars for her, or swam across seas just to see her, or stood still right next to her while bleeding. How pathetic life can be sometimes. Its true that no matter what i do i will just be the supporting actor/actress in our story. But i don’t care, il be a friend i will stay as a friend. I won’t fall, I wont, I will never gonna Fall as I promise.

Just a thought do you believe in magic? Do you believe in fate and destiny?

-Oilah thinking about the situation she’s in

So they say they are playing gods, but how about playing like a guardian angel? Haven’t you tried it? But me, I did! I don’t know what’s gotten into me why I offered myself to someone to serve as her guardian angel. Maybe its “him” who pushed me to do it, or it could be the moon encouraged my unpredictable-delusional mind to do so. Whatever the case maybe I’m loving my new full time job. Yes! I’m a full pledge guardian angel now. Who would have thought that I would trade my cape for a pair wings (modest with wings, ha ha)?

Being a guardian angel is so different from being a superman. Unlike superman angel don’t save people they are just there to give you comfort not prevent you from hurting yourself. They are the observer and not the doer of the saving but they are there to let you realize that “You” can heal your own wound. 

I’m no superman now, call me angel Oilah instead.