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“Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”
At first i was laughing to tears, then suddenly like a lightning truth struck me. I remember ate krishna’s word, “siya ang bida ng buhay niya, u can’t do something about it but wait for her if you really like her that much.” But the question is, do i like her that much that i can fish stars for her, or swam across seas just to see her, or stood still right next to her while bleeding. How pathetic life can be sometimes. Its true that no matter what i do i will just be the supporting actor/actress in our story. But i don’t care, il be a friend i will stay as a friend. I won’t fall, I wont, I will never gonna Fall as I promise.
Just a thought do you believe in magic? Do you believe in fate and destiny?
-Oilah thinking about the situation she’s in
So they say they are playing gods, but how about playing like a guardian angel? Haven’t you tried it? But me, I did! I don’t know what’s gotten into me why I offered myself to someone to serve as her guardian angel. Maybe its “him” who pushed me to do it, or it could be the moon encouraged my unpredictable-delusional mind to do so. Whatever the case maybe I’m loving my new full time job. Yes! I’m a full pledge guardian angel now. Who would have thought that I would trade my cape for a pair wings (modest with wings, ha ha)?
Being a guardian angel is so different from being a superman. Unlike superman angel don’t save people they are just there to give you comfort not prevent you from hurting yourself. They are the observer and not the doer of the saving but they are there to let you realize that “You” can heal your own wound.
I’m no superman now, call me angel Oilah instead.
Bakit nga ba ako nakipagpustahan sa sarili ko? Ha! ha! may tao kasi akong nakilala, diyan lang din sa tabi tabi. Isang mahika ang nagtagpo sa amin, wala lang gusto ko lang isipin na isang mahika kung bakit kami nagkakila (whatever yaya your such a loser ha ha!). Kakaiba kasi siya, very interesting ang personalidad kung may analogy para sa kanya, para siyang suso. (Tanung ko lang kumakain ba kayo ng suso? sa mga hindi kumakain hindi niyo maiintindihan ang sinasabi ko?). Para siyang suso, matigas sa labas pero sa loob malambot lambot at masarap (hindi ito bastos ok!) at kailangn mo ng matinding powers sa paghigop para lumabas ang tunay nyang ganda at sarap (hindi ulit ito bastos). Parang tulad niya, kailangn ko ng powers para lumabas ang totoong siya, yung mahina, yung natatakot, yung malambot (at lalong hindi ito bastos) in short ung TAO!!! Sa bawat araw na nagdaraan (mukhang pang pocketbook) at nakikilala ko siya, unti unti kong naisip na baka kailangn niya ng tulong (its time for superman). Kung mababasa to ng Ex ko for sure pagagalitan na naman ako, ha ha. Ok, para mas magandang pakinggan nais ko lang siyang mag-enjoy sa buhay, magtake ng risk, tumambling, tumawa, magpakabaliw gusto ko siyang sumayaw sa saliw ng buhay at gusto ko s_ _ _ (ha ha joke time, hindi ko siya gusto). Gusto ko syang maging masaya ung masayang masaya ung parang “masaya ako ngayon sobra at bukas pwede na akong mamatay“. yung tipong ganun. Ha ha. Magagawa ko kaya yun? Pero ang mas matinding tanung, “Magagawa ko kaya yun ng hindi nahuhulog sa patibong ng pag-ibig (Box-office pang pocketbook)? Mananalo kaya ako sa sarili ko? Tingin nyo?
The Saddest Poem
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: “The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance.”
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don’t have her. To feel that I’ve lost her.
To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.
What does it matter that my love couldn’t keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.
That’s all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.
My soul is lost without her.
As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her and she is not with me.
The same night that whitens the same trees.
We, we who were, we are the same no longer.
I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.
My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.
Someone else’s. She will be someone else’s. As she once
belonged to my kisses.
Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.
Love is so short and oblivion so long.
Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,
my soul is lost without her.
Although this may be the last pain she causes me,
and this may be the last poem I write for her.
Pablo Neruda
1. water dispenser with built-in refregerator donated by madriana the dubai girl
2. 4ft x 5ft typical-japanese-community-poster ( i know its japanese because the sun is red)
3. Singer 21-inch-colored t.v (donated by amanda babes the janitress)
4. table rack- courtesy by family choice dormitory, we took it in the stock room of the grocery store. ha ha i think the better word for it is we stole it ha ha).
5. jelli de belen life size poster ( it was stick in the wall of the kitchen, when evryone was sleeping i stole it so i can have a target for my archery lessons
6. mirror courtesy by unitop ( i bought it for 15p, by the way its color is pink, very girly)
7. 4-hospital-like-beddings
9. 1-balde, 1-palanggana and 1-kabo ( ha ha lisud mag english)
Job Description
Position: Part-time Fling
Working Hours: 24-hours a day
Location: Everywhere
Starting Date: October 15
Salary: Open for negotiation
Background of Employer
Age: 24 years old
Gender: unknown
Income: Confidential
Location: Under the sun
Duties and Responsibilities
1. Send SMS to the employer “good morning” and “goodnight” every day.
2. Reply to all text messages of the employer even though messages might be quite off or very mushy.
3. Submit to any sexual advances of the employer (additional pay if this happens).
4. Maintain Good working relationship with the employer.
Qualifications
1. Must be female
2. Must have an IQ level of 120 above
3. Graduate of Bachelor degree in any course
3. Experience with same sex relationship is an advantage
4. Must have a talent in singing or dancing. Talent in stripping is an advantage.
5. Proven trustworthy and loyal.
Interested applicants may send their resume to euladgreat21@yahoo.com
