Moving On Quote
“Pag may mahal ka at ayaw na sayo hayaan mo. Malay mo, sa susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunhan ka lang”- BOB ONG
“Pag may mahal ka at ayaw na sayo hayaan mo. Malay mo, sa susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunhan ka lang”- BOB ONG
But anyways, you know what? Honestly seeing people holding hands or hugging makes me really envious.ha ha! How I wish I’m in their place.
I miss the fun, the drama, the excitement,the british and filipino counterparts, the team and our PS Patrick and Abi. I love you guys….
, just kidding).
So here is list of sites who idolize me (
kidding), who write something about me, who put my name in their directory, or sites that think that putting my name in their post will be cool (ha ha
) Don’t be surprise, i’m a certified internet celebrity now. . .
1. http://twistedrumbeats.com
“Social Scientist Eula Ganir, the original founder of such disease, says that Rio disease is one of the common seasonal ailments that happen into one’s life when it encounters too much heart aches from a past relationship. That, in the end, a person will turn its head towards the “younger” ones in order to refresh the joy of being in a relationship and being in love. The said social scientist even claims to be one of those who has gone through such disease on a few number of times during her lifetime”
2.http://lurins.twistedrumbeats.com/?p=53
“The Eula Ganir Fands Club EB: Irong BUang: nah. dont get it wrong. we are not really her fans. in fact, its otherwise. just kidding. eula is really my friend, my soccer/habal-habal to kanluran grounds pal/ drinking + hiking downtown/late night escapade buddy. but my most favorite part of be”
3. http://www.poverty-action.org/aboutus/staff.php
“Eula Ganir
Survey Assisstant
Assists Survey Manager in implementing the financial diary survey for the credit scoring project”
4. http://www.namesdir.com/S_Ganir
“Common first names for surname Ganir: Eula Ganir”
5. http://dabawenyangiska.com/tag/trivia/
Sino ang pinaka-una mong nakilala sa UP?
Kuya Richmond Alfonso. tapos sa socsci si eula ganir.
6. http://www.peyups.com/posts.khtml?mode=viewtopic&topic=15475&forum=13&start=225
“eula ganir-parang michael v. na ranier ng starstruck.. hahaha“
7. http://www.peyups.com/posts.khtml?mode=viewtopic&topic=20440&forum=1&start=15
“Sino mga tumakbo sa USC (university Student council)
csm:
C: charise murillo
vc: lance concepcion, sec: patchie, treas:
bio:amath:
chss
c: eula ganir
vc:lisette narshall sec:
trea: winky baca: christine
bae:anthro: “
8. http://jowzie.blog.friendster.com/2008/06/kumakain-ka-ba-ng-payong/
“Nangunguna dito si Eula Ganir, alyas dodong. “ganir” din sa inuman. Astig. The Great. Siya Ang parating pulutan. Naging makabuluhan ang buhay sa panghihimasok ng isang babae. Bawal itong sabihin pero si
RIO talaga ang mahal niya.Oo. Si Rio. Wala ng iba. Mas kilalang Rio Disease according to Dodong Eula. Malala. Kasumpa-sumpa. Bangungot. Pag-ibig. Langit”
9.http://hk.88db.com/hk/Discussion/Discussion_reply.page/Jobs/?DiscID=13367〈=en-us
Interested applicants email your resume to Ms. Eula V. Ganir at eganir@poverty-action.org
10. http://www.zoominfo.com/people/level3page89573.aspx
| Eula Ganir |
Innovations for Poverty Action | New Haven, CT |
Did you know that 25 years old is the ideal marrying age? It’s ideal for settling your own family, have some kids and a loving husband. Opps!!! No wait! I just turned 24 years old last week, did I? So does this mean I have to call San Diego banquets to prepare my dream wedding? But well, I just have one minor problem (take note it’s just minor) where is my groom?
Oh! Now I remember, 10 years ago I gave a promise to a friend to marry him if I reach 25 and still single. His name is Archie, who was our class valedictorian in high school. The first time I saw him it’s like love at first sight and I know he did feel the same with me too. We grew pretty close during our high school days because there are two things we both love doing-studying and dreaming. We spent time together dreaming of our future career he as a scientist and me as a lawyer. See? We are a perfect match. But after our graduation we got separated.
Years passed and still no sign of Archie. So many changes happened, like I changed my career path and even change my sexual preference like he did. Yes you are right, we are both gays now. But as long as I am not yet sure if I am going to marry a woman (if it will be allowed in the Philippines in due time) I am still willing to fulfill my promise to Archie. But it depends if Archie still wants to marry me…
Well, that’s the major problem now…
I woke this morning around 7:30am. I did my stretching and some morning rituals before I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. Since its Thursday I have the luxury to eat breakfast and watched the morning news because I don’t have a class. I turned on the Television just in time for Umagang Kay Ganda’s Ogie Diaz segment that is showcasing the latest entertainment news today.
When I am still staying in Makati watching, Ogie Diaz’ Segment is part of my morning ritual. Just looking at his face makes me laugh. He is really funny especially every time he imitates Gus Abel Gus while delivering a showbiz report. I love his gayness and the energy every time he dances the locomotion for the opening and closing of his segment in the Morning Show. He is such a comic relief.
Believe me or not Ogie Diaz every morning is equivalent to a dosage of a “happy pill” and a “facelift” for a day. So try it! It’s for free and it’s actually my secret why people think I look like 16 years old though I’m almost decade a lot older than that.
Next month is my dating season. Would you believe I have a long list of dates, be it romantic, friendly, not so friendly, educational, not so educational, etc?
I love intimate dates (No! Don’t get me wrong it’s not what you are thinking, when I said intimate it means one-on-one date and not necessarily with physical contact, ok?) because you can concentrate to your date more like creating a force field which will bounce back all the distractions and build a mood as if only the two of you exist in the world. So the connection with you and your date will be continuous and this will somehow facilitate in the getting to know process.
Well anyways, one thing that you shouldn’t forget in a date is always bring a present. Speaking of presents, I was thinking of books as date presents. Though, I’m not sure if giving books would be a lot cheaper than buying roses or chocolates? What do you think? Honestly I’m running out of money but I still want to give a present. Does anybody know where to buy cheap text books, or cheap novel books, cheap magazine or any educational books? Let me know so I can calculate if it is still feasibility or I should look for other present options.
I don’t feel like celebrating birthdays not because i don’t have money to treat my friends. But Ironically its the other way around. I have so much money to treat a bunch of people for my birthday but i don’t have friends except for some people I have knew in the dormitory.
All i wanted is to spend my birthday with someone. It could either be someone i knew or not. But what i wished for is someone to talk to over bottles of “redhorse” or perhaps someone who can give me a great big hug. Can i purchase a hug? or can I buy a hug machine like i can pretend I’ve been held by someone else’s hand.
I miss someone’s hugging me, a friendly hug, a motherly hug, a brotherly hug, or any kind of hug. I just miss that feeling of warmth of care, that kind of warmth that makes you feel that tomorrow will be alright.
I’m not looking for another relationship or some kind of fling. What I actually miss most are my friends and my mom. I miss the hugging part everytime i come back home.
Im 3 months away from going back home, but even now, i’m already dreaming of davao, of people i haven’t seen for awhile, of friends i used to share my life over a bottle of redhorse, of friends i used to call as my gf, of friends i shared my magical stories over a cup of coffee, of friends who saw me breakdown but was still there for me. And to my mom, who gave me all the reasons to live despite all the storms i’ve been through. I miss all of you, tomorrow is my birthday, but all i wished for is a hug from all of you. Is it possible?
One day i just woke up from a deep sleep. For years i have been into this kind of altered state of sleep. In my dream i wasted my time looking or chasing for love. I wasted so much time in my dreamlike fairy tale land. I’m likened to that little prince pampering one’s rose for years. while walking in this road called life Ive found so many roses, they have thorns that scarred my heart all this time. Ive been burned and wounded.
Ive been deluding myself into this certain kind of misery, looking for someone who could heal my wounded heart. But instead of finally healing myself, my heart were even crushed more into pieces. I couldn’t think of reasons why my rose would leave me. These are the Questions kept appearing each day. My questions grew in numbers like the numbers of roses who left me everyday. They are all the questions i can’t answer until now. why would they leave me?
But perhaps, this morning was different, finally I’ve been waken up from a deep sleep from my delusional-fairy-tale-land. This time i have come to terms with myself, Maybe i miss the main ingredient in love. I forgot to love myself in my course in looking for love from other people. I have still have “ME”, I can be happy without them, i have me, and i love me. Well, Like a little prince did, maybe its my time too, to leave my rose and and start my quest for happiness. Life is too short to waste in chasing for a rose.
Ilang beses ko din tinanong kung may kakulangan at kamalian ba ako sa pagtuturo. Dahil dito, nagkaroon ako ng ilang experimento upang malaman kung sadya kayang mali ang ginamit kung strateheya sa pagtuturo. Unang eksperemento nagbigay ako ng regalo sa nga nakakakuha ng mataas na marka. Pangalawa, nagkaroon din kami ng film viewing, powerpoint presentation, doll making at ang huli reporting. Ngunit sadyang ang tatamad ng mga estyudante ko at lagpak pa din sila sa mga pagsusulit na binibigay ko at take note hindi reporting ang ginawa nila kundi reading class. Anak ng p****! Dyos kung maghabagin, san ba nanggaling ang mga estudyante kong to, hindi man lang nila alam magsummarize ng report o magbigay ng example sa konseptong kanilang nireport. At ang mismong nagrreport hindi nasagutan sa quiz ang sarili nitong nireport.Putang *****. Napapamura ako sa mga estudayante ko.
Minsan napapabungtonghininga nalang ako sabay tingin sa langit, baka kasi may sagot si LORD ukol dito. Nakakawalang ganang magturo kung ganito ang klase ng estudyante ang meron ka. Anu kaya ang aking naging kasalan kung bakit sila nagkakaganito, para akong si Vilma Santos na nagtatanong,
“Oh mga anak ko anu ang nangyayari sayo.“ Ito ba ang naging kasalan ng hindi ko paghihigpit sa kanila sa unang araw pa lang ng pasukan? Hindi ako naniniwala na kailangn maging isang halimaw ang isang teacher para paniwalaan siya at sundin siya ng mga estudyante niya. Nakakalungkot isipin na kailangn ko pa itong gawin para lang sila magsipag sa pag-aaral. Ngunit ang tanung matututo kaya sila o sisipag kaya sila? Sa tingin ko hindi.Madaming katanungan na tumatakbo sa isipan ko ngayon, tulad ng “Bakit kaya ang tatamad ng estudyante ngayon?” Sadya kayang ito na ang mga bagong henerasyon ng mga kabataan mga tamad at sadyang balahura? Naniniwala akong may mga mabubuting estudyante pang natitira pero ika nga ni kuya kim, para silang agila, mga “endangered species.”
Ngunit Tanung ko lang sa Langit, KYUT ba ako? ha ha ha